Five Words That Rocked My World!

Discussing my wife's sexual gratification.

She said she feels OK at the moment. And that she is really enjoying the fact that she is under no pressure to make love. But when the time comes she will deal with it.... and me.

"I'm really loving this control."

The Second Mindf*&k

I thought of a way to determine the next lockup period....

Dice!

So I told my wife about it!

"So if I roll a six and a three, it would be nine whatever you decide," I said. "Days. Weeks. Months."

"Or....." she replied. "I could make it 63...."

The First Mindf*&k!!!

So my wife and I were in bed this morning....

BTW-she is my wife, not my Mistress or anything like that! We are a vanilla couple no doubt from that POV!

Anyways - I have been holding on to her pretty tight at night.... spooning in and feeling incredibly close to her.

This morning she tells me to roll over and she'll hold me. So... she spoons in from behind and I'm feeling pretty excited, so I gently push her hand down to the cage.

Her touch was exquisite, so say the least!!!! She gently caressed my balls and squeezed the cage so that I could feel the pressure, but not the pleasure.

"Please let me out," I asked.

"No."

"Please let me out," I pleaded.

"No."

"Please let me out!" I begged. "I just want to feel your hand on me. Please!"

"No. I'm going to stop now."

And with that, her hand was gone.

The power of that simple word.....

"No."

Each time she said it just a little softer. Like she was gently scolding a child (which is probably quite close to the truth!!!). It was sooooo beautifully powerful and sexy. I could not ever challenge her.

Needless to say I had to wait a while for the bulge in the cage to subside!

Where to Begin!

SO-you've been searching the 'Net for male chastity information! Bet you've seen a myriad of stuff already!!!! Cool stuff. Weird stuff. What-the-hell-is-that stuff!

I'm not here to sell myself as an 'expert' in male chastity! I'm far from it! I simply wanted to document my evolving experiences with this lifestyle from a guy's perspective.

There are many, many excellent sites out there regarding male chastity and I would encourage anyone interested to see Sarah Jameson's blog/site if you haven't already! Fantastic advice on how to get started.

Myself - I am 42 years old and have been married to my amazing wife for two years. I broached the subject of chastity with her only a couple of weeks ago as a prelude to my upcoming 43rd birthday. She was a bit dubious but her sense of adventure won out (God bless her!!).

I am now wearing a Birdlocked PA model. This went on Wednesday afternoon after we agreed an initial term of one week's captivity. I have to say this device is VERY comfortable!!! I have experimented with the CB3000 in the past and found it almost unbearable during nightime erections and for wearing a Prince Albert piercing. Its rigidity caused a lot of pain (so if you're looking for that aspect, I guess I could say a rigid cage would suit you!), whereas the Birdlocked is MUCH MUCH more forgiving!!!! As it is made of silicone if definately 'gives' and the nocturnal wood is much easier to bear. As this chastity could become a long term proposition, this is VERY good to know!

In preparation for the cage, I abstained from all sexual activity for 10 days. No masturbation. No sex (which was mainly due to circumstances with my wife being away!) When we did make love, it was mindblowing! The release seemed more intense, more sensational than normal!

But I have to say, AFTERWARDS something really weird happened..... Almost immediately after orgasm I started to feel.... down.

Guilty even.

This has NEVER happened to me before..... It was almost as if I was ashamed to have cum.....

It will be interesting to see if this repeats itself when I am next allowed to orgasm!!! I'll be sure to let you know!

As this is all new to both of us, I look forward to exploring the physical and psychological developments as they happen!!!